Will and I have had a very BIG morning today and I really need to blog about it, to help me through my feelings...
You see we had our first orientation morning this morning as Will is starting 'little school' one day a week... yep, *sniff, sniff* my baby is growing up!
I don't think there has ever been a child more ready to take his first steps into the big wide world as our little William. He is the most social, happy, active, adventure seeking little boy!
And I don't think there has ever been a mother more 'un-ready' as me to watch her baby become Mr Independent - *more sniff, sniffs*.
Just look at him, so happy playing, discovering, chatting in his babble to the other kids.
I know this is just the next step in our lives together and it's the right step for both of us (don't ask me how I've managed to entertain him and run my business at the same time over the last few months because all I can say is that it's been hectic) But I think it's just a big thing to get my head around that my little baby isn't a baby anymore :(
And I am so lucky that I've been able to stay at home with him and spend all that wonderful time with him, I just always thought it would keep going like that forever you know?
I know I'm being silly.... it's just one day a week for crying out loud... you'd think he was going off to the army or something with the way I feel right now. But I guess a mother's love is a very big thing isn't it!
So anyway, enough of my blubbering!
Thanks for letting me vent about it and thank you for your lovely messages re real living yesterday.
Have a great day,